My last #MutualAid help request for Arwen 
*Pupdate:*
We made it!!! 
€529/€502,75 💜
thanks so much to all that reached out and boosted. The little bit that's left will be used as a starting amount for the ash pendant that I'd love to get soon, to always have a bit of Arwen with me!
Every bit truly helps/helped me in getting Arwen home as soon as possible. (jusy got the vet bill, so I have adjusted the costs accordingly). Thanks so much to all that donated/boosted/shared comforting replies! 
Sadly, Arwen passed away yesterday morning. She had a tumor on her heart and she was suffering, so she deserved to end that, and sleep forever. When she passed, she took a big piece of my heart with her.
Several months ago, I had a GoFundMe for her costs of cremation and an urn. I had saved that money, but... It turns out I need some more now. And I'm ashamed to ask, but I really do want to get Arwen home as quick as possible.
Last April, you sweet lovely folks helped me gather €400. So that's my starting funds. Unfortunately, laat month, I spend €187+82, on medical costs for her, so my piggy bank has been depleted.
The vet where Arwen passed has a good connection with a different animal funeral service. But they were very helpful and I was just overwhelmed. So, to keep things easy at a time like that, mum and I decided to use their services.
Unfortunately, this means that the costs will be higher than what I had put aside, thanks to your help.
The cremation will be €425.
The urn that mum and I chose was €194.
There are €45 costs of picking up Arwen and bringing back the urn.
And I don't know the vet costs yet, but I recon they may be around €238,75 (edited, I just got the bill).
Some friends have already told me they wanna help. For which I'm super grateful. But, I now need to hang my head in shame, and grumble down, and ask for your help with Arwen's costs one last time...
Total costs will be € 902,75. I already had the €400 from the previous GoFundMe. Which leaves ± €502,75 to go...
I know times are hard on us all. Please don't be ashamed if you're not able to donate. Boosting is just as welcome. I appreciate all your support in any way, and I'm ashamed that I need to ask for more help, after so many already came through for me during my previous begging toots.
I have a 
Kofi and PayPal link. I don't have the spoons to work with GoFundMe now. All the current happenings had drained me from having extra spoons to use, unfortunately.
I'll try to keep this Toot updated next I can. I can never repay you, I can never fully express the feelings I experience when I may be on the receiving end of your support and generosity.
My two ways of receiving financial support right now are:
ko-fi.com/PlaystationPixy
PayPal.me/CynniPixy
Sorry for asking for help again. It pains me to say that this will be the last time where I will need help with Arwen... but I'd love to get her home with me again.
Thank you for your understanding, for your support. Please do boost if you can, as this can make a big difference to the reach of this Toot. 
Arwen is free now, no more pains, no more struggles... My period of mourning has began. And dealing with money issues makes it so much more difficult...
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in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 dear! And thanks again from the bottom of my broken heart for sending me the cosequin to help Arwen keeping her mobility a little longer. 💜 That was a really big help to the both of us. 🐾
wlf_warren
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •OHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
So, so, so sorry to hear
I believe dogs after a place in the hereafter...
She rests now
No pain!
🙏🏼
Pixy's Journey
in reply to wlf_warren • • •Thank you dear!
Knowing Arwen, being free of the pain now... She'll be running wild, having all the splashes and sniffs and trying to get as much scritches as she can get... She was always the joy and life of the party, and I'm sure she didn't stop that, after crossing the rainbow 🌈 bridge...
@mutualaid
wlf_warren
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •YES!!!!
She was everyone's
joy as well
In your vlog!
WOOF 🐶🐕
Pixy's Journey
in reply to wlf_warren • • •Awww fankoos 💜
wlf_warren
in reply to wlf_warren • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to wlf_warren • • •@wlf_warren
That's very true!
They're going to take an inkt impression of one of Arwen's paws. I'll frame that later, and I'm already thinking of maybe making it into a tattoo... If the print is good enough and when funds will allow... 😊
@mutualaid
wlf_warren
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •What a great 🤔💭
IDEA 💡 *
mine are usually 🕯️
😅😅😅😅😅
It will be a fond memento
full of memories
for you !!!
Pixy's Journey
in reply to wlf_warren • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 dear. 😊
wlf_warren
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Thank you!
sad,... but
sharing w/ us!
Blessings from above
🙏🏼
subcormoRant 🏴
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Ohhh, I'm so sorry to hear of arwen's death, and believe me, i know what you are going through...
When my vet and me decided to help Motek, my dog, to find sleep and end his suffering, those were really hard days for me.
We had a wonderful time together, full of adventures, fun, friendship, some tough times too, for 18 years!
Arwen took a piece of your heart, but i think she has a place in your heart too, forever.
I wish you all the best and i'm so sorry i can't help you with a donation as I am in a really precarious situation.
Pixy's Journey
in reply to subcormoRant 🏴 • • •@asha
Thanks so much 💜
Yeah it's hard to have to say goodbye. But somehow, it was so "easy" to chose for her to end it, as it was the only right thing to do for her in this situation.
Arwen will always have a piece of my heart, as I owe her my life...
Thank you, and please don't feel bad for not being able to help. Even a boost and words of comfort help, so don't think you're not doing anything to help me! You are. 🌹
@mutualaid
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 and I was blessed to have her in my life for almost 12, years 💜
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 it's really sad news indeed...
And thank you. It's good to know that she brought smiles to the people sharing time lines with me. 💜
Uniflame
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in reply to Uniflame • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 dear..
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Thank you 💜 I really appreciate it! 🤗
charis
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to charis • • •naelyn_moon
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •I always smiled when I saw Arwen' s photos in the wild, with owner and dog very happy. Sending good energies for you and your family.
She always reminded of my labrador with her smile.
Pixy's Journey
in reply to naelyn_moon • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻
Awww I'm glad to know that Arwen brought a smile to you. Very sweet of you to share. 💜
Thank you.
@mutualaid
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •Thank you! 💜 I'm just trying to get through the day, feeling so lonely and useless... This week was the worst of my life, that's for sure...
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •Ow I'm so sorry to read that. 😔
Indeed... The house is too quiet and I've lost my purpose, or so it seems...
Fankoos 🌹
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •I usually write a lot for my blog. But today, today I'm feeling empty, inside and out. I barely moved, eaten just a wee bit, just trying to make it through the day, as I am so exhausted and sad.
Tomorrow, I hope to slowly pick up a few things of the old routine. I need to do better for myself and not wallow in pity. I promised Arwen that I'd do better for her, and I don't want to break that promise. But today, I just need to survive as best as I can... 🌹
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 I borrowed it from one of the elves from Tolkien's lord of the rings. 😊
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •Hihi... Well, I liked that name a lot, and as she was a beautiful brown haired lady, it only seemed suiting for my lovely brown gall... 😊
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Fankoos 💜 everyone tells me that I did great for Arwen, and that does help. But she gave me so much more than I ever could give her... She brought me life, she gave me a purpose... She was the light when I was caught in the dark...
Thanks so much, I really appreciate it 💔🌈🌹
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Paws to Trail
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •So sorry to hear! You both have been through a lot this last year, and you've kept her as happy and healthy as you could despite your own challenges.
She was in the best hands until the very end. ❤️
Pixy's Journey
in reply to Paws to Trail • • •Fankoos 🫶🏻 yeah it's been quite a year for us for sure. Thank you, she was my whole world and I always did all I could for her and her happiness.
Now she's able to run free again... There's just a big hole in my heart right now, there is so much emptiness 😢
Gwen the Trans Balrog
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Gwen the Trans Balrog • • •Thank you 💜 🐾
YU爺
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •I am so sorry to read this 😭
I loved your dog too, even just on videos and pictures. She was such a good girl. May she rest in peace where she deserves
💚
Pixy's Journey
in reply to YU爺 • • •Thank you 💜 🐾
It's good to know that she brought so much love and happiness to everyone. 😊 I do hope she's running free now, having all the splashes and sniffs... I miss her so... 💔
Tanya Karoli 4 a better world
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •ohhh no 🥺
I am so so sorry. This is heartbreaking. I have donated a little and hope that you can get Arwen home soon and give her the send-off she deserves.
@mutualaid
Pixy's Journey
in reply to Tanya Karoli 4 a better world • • •🐾 💜 Thank you so much.
It really was the worst week of my life
She will be cremated tomorrow and then taken back to the vet where we can pick her up.
It will be good to have her some again. She belongs with me, she's always been my savior... 💔
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •I'm struggling with my confidence and fighting loads of tears... But having the mutual aid cone through for me takes of a lot of worries. 😊 And I'm so grateful for that...
I just am dealing with many muscle aches and insecurity due to the hip issues from last week. To deal with this big loss on top of that... It's frigging hard and I admit that I'm struggling... 😔
Thanks for asking 💜
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Beige CatsWhoCode • • •No worries about that, I tend to do the same... To relate and connect. I do appreciate it 💜
Beige CatsWhoCode
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •somcak
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •I'm so sorry for your loss. May Arwen's memory be a blessing. ❤️
I'm glad you made the mutual aid goal to get her bad.
Pixy's Journey
in reply to somcak • • •@somcak
Thank you. For now, the memories still bring tears. Hopefully, with time, they can come up and I'll be able to smile then... 💜
Yeah I'm really grateful for all the help! It means that I'll be able to afford to get Arwen home soon. 🌹
Mr. Dr. Dragonbeard, Esq. 🇲🇽
in reply to Pixy's Journey • • •Pixy's Journey
in reply to Mr. Dr. Dragonbeard, Esq. 🇲🇽 • • •Fankoos dear 🫶🏻 she truly was amazing 💜
@mutualaid
Pixy's Journey
Unknown parent • • •Thank you. I was very thankful for her love and support as well. 💜