Fuck it I had 1 goal today after I worked so hard: to watch the first part from beginning to end to see how it all combines. I could for 40 minutes then I got interrupted several times...fucking hell. So yeah.....idk seems ok...but idk anymore. Quite annoyed. Fuck it. You can't fuckin create something like a documentary that requires your full attention while sharing the house with many people who work and come and go and make noises and call and all that. That's why all of my life I lived in the darkness. After everyone went to sleep. So I can focus on these things...

I know is not their fault but so frustrating that I could not get to properly watch this first part...fuck.

Anyway, I will try to calm myself down these days and start part 2....

:( #tromlive