I may delay the release of TROM Articles. Let's see. Today I felt very down and suffocating. At times I am ok, at times I feel like absolute shit. I guess it is normal when your best friend and partner of 7 years cheats on your and then splits ways with you, entirely unexpected, after you had a very good relationship for the past months and helped her so much. Also in a moment when I was already in a lot of physical and mental pain.

I guess is normal and time I hope can ease things out.

I tried today to check the article one more time and release and I could not.

This TROM Articles was about to me my "comeback" mentally, and this situation destroyed that for me. Could not have come at a worse time.

Anyway, I have to try and keep myself focused on something, to be busy, in order to not have this terrible mental state.

I don't wish to anyone to be stabbed like I was. Terrible what humans can do in relationships when they fail to communicate their frustrations. I thought our relationship was an example of how it works if you communicate, and I was totally wrong.

Ok. At least I have to vent.