I feel like this motorhome ordeal is holding me hostage for the past months. This is why it has to end. Monday or Tuesday we do a mechanical inspection on this 2005 motorhome that we like the most so far. And it is a make it or break it deal. If there is no major issue with it, we buy it that day. But if we decide not to buy it next week, we will "move on" with our lives and "reboot" the motorhome searching next year in January.

I am craving for some stability and support to be able to do some relevant stuff. I am desperate to create more stuff for TROM because it keeps me sane, active, and engaged.

So yah I hope next week we will have a motorhome and we will be 100% broke :) because this one costs more than we can afford so we have to borrow money from family and friends....but we do not have any other reasonable option. However I prefer that to the current situation.

I want to watch documentaries, to go with the telescope, to read more interesting stuff, to write write write and create content.

Also, the "elections" in the USA are coming it seems. Hard to escape this bullshit it is everywhere. Same shitshow. Same nothingness. This society is indeed as idiotic as that 2006 movie Idiocracy... I never voted, I never will probably. No matter who you elect, the trade society is what rules over anything else. Decisions, content, lives...an incentive to prioritize money, profit making, etc.. And I see no "politician" talking about that. All live in the fantasy land, detached from reality.

At least the world is amazing, the natural one. What is left of. The tiny creatures, the big ones, evolution, the stars and the universe. That's what keeps me happy.