You will make it to the better times :) I have all kind of problems too, since I'm living on a constant thin line between life and death. War is too close, the explosions I saw with my own eyes have made my health unstable, not saying about psychical state... I've changed my location once again to recover a bit, where it is much more quieter. But the inner tension never dropped off.

I want to live a life, but I see no better times regarding future of where I am now... Now I am surviving and kinda looking just like you in terms of tiredness. So much stress...

*manly hug*