What you do with yourself? You drive yourself sane! :D

I made it through the whole article, and it was quite a spectacular read, mixed with all sorts of "life palette". You're growing up, you're absorbing the life particles in a form of revelations, experiences, unforeseen circumstances and newly-found edges of your mood states. Save this as a folder in your memory, zip the "7 years of relationships" and move forward. It is going to be a lot of work to refactor your brain to tick-tock once again, following the rhythm of your inner-self comfort zone. Don't be drowning in despair, for while you are alive - you are able. To overcome, to move, to build up a new opportunities.

Ahh, and yeah, humans mostly suck, but some are awesome and can help immensely brighten up one's existence. Just don't put yourself in them wholly, turn down sympathy and empathy abit and aim to care first and foremost for the one really important person in your whole life: for youself.

I also wanted to attach some relevant book, called "Drive Yourself Sane" by Kodish (but attachment somehow did not work). It immensely helped me to move on in my life after certain events, having the appropriate views on hard life situations. So that stuff basically helped me to avoid "sharp corners" and instead make a lemonade, when life gives you lemons ;) Maybe you'll find it useful too.

Once again, get well. Hard times will pass, and you will move forward, well-tempered and better aware.