Monday was a relaxing day, as in that I had no appointments that day. I went to the gym, walked the galls several times, and tried to relax as best as I could. Tuesday I had my physio appointment and on the way home, I stopped at Lidl. Wednesday, if all went well, the galls would be picked up in the afternoon. Also, the gift I ordered for two good friends, in memory of Arwen, would be arriving this day. Thursday, mum and I went to Germany. When I got back home, I was just so exhausted. So, after a while, I just went to bed a little earlier. If I needed the sleep… Friday I tried to relax. I did a few needed chores, I enjoyed some gaming, I managed a wee bit of exercizing and I went to bed early again. I tried to relax as much as I could during the weekend. I was annoyed with myself for not being able to start exercing more and better. I want to improve, but it seems I just won’t do the needed work for it. So that made me feel rather bläh a lot, which I didn’t particulary like… 🙁

They predict a colder week, but it shoud be dry more often. Next week they expect higher temperatures again. I would not mind them being right about that…

Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.

Monday

The day started off rather well. The galls allowed me to sleep. I only woke up once for the loo, and then Aimy got excited. I told her that it wasn’t time yet, we still had more sleeping time left (through the closed door) and then I got woken up by my alarm. I could have slept a little longer, but the dogs needed their walkies, so onwards to the scale. It showed me 81kg, so it’s going down a little bit more lately, yay for that! I got dressed and then ventured into the crazy world of my living room. 😂

The galls were very happy to see me. I took my meds, and with some efforts, I was able to put on my shoes. We went out for a short walk, and I noticed it wad colder than I thought. When we got back, I switched my jacket and then, after giving the galls their snacks, I grabbed my bag and headed to Skoosh.

We got to the fitness safe and sound. I switched my shoes and enjoyed my protein shake. After checking my socials, I got to the seated bike and I rode for half an hour. A massage in the chair after that. Then I got ready to head back home again.

Again, the galls were very glad to see me. I gave them their kibble and washed up and changed clothes. We relaxed for a bit, so the food could settle. Then we headed out for a nightly walk. Yay for bunnies, my hands and shoulders really enjoy them… 🫣 (my attempt at sarcasm…). The galls got their hunting instincts on and tried to get me to where they’d seen the bunny ASAP… Ugh… I tried to move them along, and I was glad when we got back home again. They’re sweet dogs, but they’re enthusiastic and strong, especially since I’m still not fully back to my normal strengths.

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We got back, and then I tried to relax with them. I wrote my journal Toot and edited the text into my blog post. With the last bits added, I finished the journal post so it was ready to be shared on Tuesday. I also started a blog post for Wednesday, so I’d have something to share as well. I used to have several posts ready in advance, but lately, due to my emotional and physical struggles, I find it harder to write. I feel like I keep repeating myself, making my blog posts very boring to people. 😔

I wanted to watch some DS9, but for some reason, my TV didn’t want to boot the needed app. So, I switched to another one and I re-watched some Castle instead. I went upstairs to clean up the laundry there. The galls were acting like I’ve left them all alone for ages 😂. Bestie called on her way to work and we had a nice chat. After that, I finished putting away the laundry, and then it got light enough to walk with the galls again.

It wasn’t a very relaxing walk, as the galls smelled so many things that made them wild! And they tried to get into some water here and there. But those waters are dirty and smelly, and I’d definitely don’t want them to get into them! 🤢 When we got back, I really needed a rest. Then I tried to finish my new blog post. I dabbled with the idea of gaming, but I was a bit too tired to concentrate properly.

The galls were acting like we never went out and wanted a few more walks. I made them shorter ones, also due to the heavy truck traffic in the neighborhood. We had a walk and I watched some more telly. Then I wanted to fix some food, and the galls used emotional blackmail on me for yet another walk… Safe to say, the puppy eyes won, and my food was delayed for a while.

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After yet another short walk had been enjoyed, I got my soup, and then we relaxed in the couch some more. The galls lay down and snoozed loudly. After a while, I woke them up for their meal. They came back to the couch, and this time I convinced Lotus that it was OK for her to claim a spot with me. Usually, Aimy is the first one to claim the place, and Lotus just lets her have it. But now it was her time to relax and get some extra cuddles.

Lotus was sleeping so peacefully when it was time for walkies. Aimy was impatient to go out, and it bothered me to wake her up. But when I asked Lotus if she wanted walkies, she woke up and got excited. So we headed out and they could do their things. There was about half an hour before it was time to get ready for bed. We walked a short walk now, just for the last wee and poo, and then we got to bed.

I woke up once for the loo. And then because Aimy barked, and she was ready with her toy to greet me. 😂 I told her through the closed door that there were some more hours of sleep to be had. She seemed disappointed, but went back to snooze, and they let me sleep till my alarm went off. I had wanted to sleep longer, but the galls had to be taken out (according to me) and all that. So I got up, headed to the scale (again at 81kg), and I got ready to start the “day”.

Tuesday

I had a reasonable night. Woken up once for the loo, and once due to Aimy’s barks… Somehow, after about 6 hours or so, she feels like I should be getting up again as she’s in need of cuddles… I told her, through a closed door, that I needed more sleep, and then I was allowed to sleep until the alarm woke me up again. I could have slept some more, but it was time to care for the galls, so I started my day and got out of bed.

The scale showed me 81kg again. I got dressed and then went into the wild west… 😉 Two very happy galls were very glad to see me. I took my meds and then got ready to walk with them. It was only 9 degrees, so a warmer jacket was needed. The galls did their things, and then they got a snack as I got ready to leave the house. I walked to Skoosh, can’t wait for them to get the road to the parking done so we can park behind the house again, and headed to the gym.

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I switched my shoes and enjoyed my protein shake while I checked up the social media bits. Then I got to the seated bike, where I rode half an hour. A massage in the chair after that before switching my shoes again and heading back to the galls.

After all the cuddles, I gave them their kibble. I washed up and changed clothes. We had a bit of relaxing, and then we headed out for walkies. I had pulled a muscle in my right upper leg when I struggled to get my pants off… So we walked a bit of a shorter walk, as the leg hurt some. The galls didn’t seem to mind, as the new walk meant some new sniffs as well.

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When we got back, I tried to relax on the couch for a bit. After a little while, the galls joined me and we could enjoy some TV time. Then I got my laptop and I worked a bit on my journal blog post. I then made a new quote post on my phone for the blog. After a while, bestie called me. But it was a short talk, as she got another call, and she never got back to me. When it got a bit lighter outside, I took the galls for another walk.

We had some more relaxing time then, and I had a small bite to eat. I hovered the downstairs area best I could, as there was so much sand there… 😔 Some relaxing until it was time for walkies with the galls before heading to the physio. I needed to remind myself that I had to take the highway, due to one of the roads being closed down. I got there a little early, but I had my phone to entertain me for a bit.

The physio appointment went well, but it was way too short, as I still felt several spots that could do with some more loosening up. Ah well, next week I guess… I rode to Lidl to get some groceries, and then I headed back to the galls.

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I gave them their kibble, and then we relaxed for a bit. I took them out for a walk. When we got back, I saw the neighbor and her dog, so I got the galls inside with a snack, and I joined the neighbor for their walk.

When I got back, I prepared everything for bedtime. One last small walk with the galls. And then I headed to bed. I woke up once for the loo. And then Aimy barked again around the same time as she previously did… But I got her to sleep some more until my alarm woke me up again.

The scale was a bit kinder to me, which was very nice. Then I got dressed and headed to the galls, who were very happy to see me. If all went well, this would be our lady hours together. I guess I will miss them a lot when they’ve gone home… But my body also needs to recover, as it’s been hard on me to deal with two energetic galls. 😅 I gave them cuddles, took my meds, and started my “day”.

Hump day / Wednesday

I had a decent enough sleep, woke up once for the loo, and once due to Aimy barking again. Silly pupper… When the alarm went off, I didn’t want to get up just yet. But I knew the galls were waiting for me, and they’d be glad to do their business, so I got out of bed. The scale was kind to me, yay, and I got dressed. I greeted the little furballs, and then I took my meds. I took the galls out for a short walk after that. They did their things and got some sniffs in. When we got back, I got ready to head to the gym.

The ride went well. I switched my shoes and enjoyed my protein shake while browsing some of the socials. Then I got to the seated bike and I rode it for half an hour. Then I got a massage in the chair, before switching my shoes again and heading back to the galls. This would probably be the last time I’d come home to them, and it gave me a weird feeling.

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They were quite happy to see me. They got their cuddles, and then I fixed their kibble. While they were eating, I washed up and changed clothes. I tried to relax a bit on the couch, so that the dogs would hopefully relax as well. After about half an hour, I took the galls out for a nice walk.

When we got back, I got my laptop and I worked a bit on my blog. I felt emotional and tired. I knew I was going to miss the galls after they’d go home later this day, but I also knew all too well that caring for these two may have been a bit too much, so short after the trauma and surgeries. We cuddled a bit and then bestie called me on her way to work.

After a nice chat, I took the galls for another walk. The trucks were already heading up and down the street again. Ugh… When we got back, I tried to clean the room a bit. I made an effort to quickly dust the shelves some. But my hands were rather sore, so it didn’t go all too well. Still, it was better than before I started. I hoovered the room as well, as there was so much sand! I first tried to sweep the floors to get the worst of the sand out. There was just so much of it…

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When I was done, I wanted to relax a bit. But it didn’t take too long before the two silly furballs started to give me their puppy eyes looks again… It’s been just over 2 hours since the last walkies, but I guess they enjoy them. So… Of course, I sacrificed myself again.

After that, I made some food. Then I tried to play my game a little. I was wondering when my parcel would arrive, as it contained the crystal glass heart I had made for my good friends. 🥲 When it got delivered, I checked it out. Then, I wanted to get back to gaming a little more. But… There were those four puppy eyes again! Wow!

When we got back, once again, I got to play my game for a bit. I had shared the snap of the heart with my friends, and one of them got really emotional. Which had me sobbing then as well… It will be very emotional when I’ll have to fill the ash chamber. But somehow, it feels good, it feels right! The bond that Arwen and my male friend had was almost as special as hers and mine. They were so close whenever they met up… It just feels good to give them the heart with some of Arwen’s ashes in it…

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I tried to relax a bit, and was hoping that the galls hoomans would come soon, so I could relax a bit and hopefully have a good night. Unfortunately, that hope was squashed early in the afternoon, when they told me they’d try to pick the galls up around 16:30. I was just hoping to be in bed by then, as I felt so exhausted. I felt a bit triggered as well, since I had cared for the galls for so much, and I only asked for them to come early afternoon, and that seemed too much to ask. 😔

I tried to take care of the galls best I could. We went for a few more short walkies, we had some more cuddles, I gave them their food. When they were finally picked up, I was both glad and sad. I almost cried when they went into the car, because I knew I would miss them, and all their love and silliness… 🥲

When they drove off, I cried a little as I was getting ready for bed. It took me some time to relax enough to finally fall asleep. I woke up twice during the night, once I felt cold, once I felt hot… Yay for hormones 😂 I woke up again a little before the alarm. My scale was a bit cranky due to the food I had yesterday… But it wasn’t too bad. I got ready to start my day, but part of me just felt a bit down, and I struggled with that as I started my “day”.

Thursday

My first night alone again was a shorter one, because I went to bed later than usual, due to the galls being picked up late. I felt weird, as I had a few bad dreams, and it was also a bit emotional to go into the living room and it was just me in there. No one was happy to see me, no one was in my way, demanding any attention. And while my exhausted and sore body agreed to this, my brain just felt so sad and a bit lonely.

The scale wasn’t too kind, probably because I ate a bit too much the previous day, and I exercised a little less because I was tired and sore. Still, it wasn’t too bad, so I got dressed and started my day. I took my meds, got my bag, and headed to Skoosh, who was conviently parked behind the house again, which was very nice indeed. I drove to the gym, where I arrived safe and sound.

I changed my shoes, checked my socials, and enjoyed my protein drink. I was feeling so terribly tired, that it was very hard to actually do something. I managed to ride the bike for 15 minutes and then I enjoyed the massage chair for 10. I was just so exhausted, both physically as emotionally. These past 13 weeks have been rather hard on me, and there hasn’t been a day where I’ve not cried over missing my gall. She was just such an important part of my life that it’s really hard to adapt to being without that presence. I miss the silliness, the love, the companionship. She was just there when I needed her the most, always believing in me, 😢

After the massage, I switched my shoes and headed back home. Back to an empty home again… I was feeling too exhausted to do anything, so I got to the couch and just lay there for a while, watching some telly. Then I worked on my journal Toot and I edited my blog a bit. I worked on another rather emotional post and then I convinced myself to do an half hour walk on the treadmill. It felt OK enough, but also just too much… I fixed my brekky and then I relaxed until it was time to get ready to head to Nijmegen.

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Mum was almost done when I got there. We took Skoosh this time, so I could fill her up a little cheaper, and get the two little cans filled up again as well. We got the needed groceries and then we headed back to Nijmegen. We visited Kruidvat and Appie and then headed to my parents home. I helped mum and when she was ready, we went to the small woods with little Bas.

After the walkies, I got my things and headed back home. I cleaned up, had my meal, and crashed on the couch. When I noticed that I was just feeling too bläh to handle, I decided to head to bed a little early with my eBook, I was feeling cold and tired, so it just seemed right. After a while, I dozed off. I woke up, feeling too warm, so I ditched the extra blanket that I had used when I was feeling cold. I slept some more, and then woke up again from a bad dream. When I woke up again, it was a good time to get up, as my body said I had been in bed long enough.

My watch was very glad with the night that I had, and it told me I even got a score of 99, with almost 8 hours of sleep. So yay for that. I was still feeling tired and sore, but I had no appointments planned, so just some chores that needed to be done. Hopefully this would mean that I could take it easy and have a good day.

Friday

Even though I had a rather good night, I still felt sad and tired when I woke up and started my day. My muscles were still sore and my head still seemed messy. But, I got to the scale, I dressed myself, and I took my meds. After that, I could grab my bag and just head to Skoosh. It’s nice that she’s parked behind the house again, it does make things a little easier.

I drove to the gym, where I switched my shoes and enjoyed my protein shake. I felt like I had no motivation. I would have been fine just sitting there and then heading back home again… But that’s not why I drive there, so I got myself to the seated bike. I rode it for 15 minutes and then walked the treadmill for 15 as well. I didn’t use the massage chair, as someone was using the other one, and they were on a call without the use of headphones. So yeah, not interested in a loud conversation next to me (not interested in anyone beside me in any way, to be honest). I switched my shoes and headed back home again.

Home, an empty house… Just me and all my things… And even though my health seems to slowly improve, if I make the efforts, it doesn’t feel like it’s enough to make me feel good. I feel a bit lonely and lost. When the galls were here, it was hard on me, but I did feel like I had more of a purpose, if that makes any sense.. Next weekend, I will be doggy sitting again, this time I will have Bas to care for. So it hopefully will help me to feel a bit better again. I just wish I could shake this sadness that’s been clouding my brain for so long now.

I managed to write my journal toot, and I started a blog post for Saturday. I was struggling with the laptop, as for some reason, the C button doesn’t work properly. It either doesn’t register, or it gives me two of them… So I checked my options and I guess I will have to head to the store with the laptop next week, so they can check it out. Maybe it’s an easy fix, maybe it needs a repair (should be warranty, as I got the laptop early September), or maybe they will replace it. So I need to make sure that there’s nothing important on it that’s not been backed up. And I will have to see when I can best visit the store…

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I wanted to fill the little ash chamber of the gift for my friends, so I prepared to get some of Arwen’s ashes from her urn. 😢 But then I realized that the lid that came with it… Doesn’t seal itself and it just falls off again. So, I had to find some glue and order that… (and then hope my hands would work properly so the lid will be on properly and without making a mess). After I ordered the glue, I did take some ashes out and put them in the little baggy that I had, that I used for my pendant. It was such a mixed feeling. I knew they were “just” ashes, but those ashes once were my soulmate… But I managed to get some ashes out, close up the bag properly again, and cleaned everything up.

I just felt so tired and emotional, so after a while, I put away the laptop again and I cuddled under a blanket with some DS9. I managed to get myself to the treadmill where I walked for half an hour. I made some brekky. And when it was “late enough”, I got to the back garden, where I tried to get out some of the worst weeds to put in the green bin. The would collect them today, so all I could “ditch now” would be done (for now, it will grow back in the blink of an eye…). I did my best to take out what I could. My hands and back weren’t too eager, so I didn’t push it too much. I got the bin to the street, and the old paper as well. And then I cashed on the couch for a while again, as I was just exhausted from this little bit of work. 😔

I tried to work a bit more on the blog post and then I watched a bit more telly. After a while, I started the purple beast and I played a wee bit of NMS. I just logged off to make some food, when a sweet friend texted me that they would be interested in some co-op NMS. So after the food, I got back on and we had a nice chat.

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When my neighbor texted me that she was ready to walk with her dog, I logged off and got ready to join them. We had a nice walk together. After that, I slowly prepared myself for an early bedtime, as I was just so tired. It took some time before I finally was able to fall asleep. I woke up once for the loo. And then, after a short while, I was able to fall asleep again, until it was almost time for my alarm. I had managed to sleep for 8 hours, so that was rather good. Even my sleep score was at 95, even though it had taken me some time to fall asleep (both times).

I got up, used the scale, dressed, took my meds and I started my new “day”.

Saturday

I had a very good night, at least my watch told me so… I got about 8 hours of sleep and I woke up only once. But still, when I got up, my body just felt so heavy. 😔 The scale wasn’t too bad, but I had hoped that there could be some more improvement… Guess I’ll need to feel better first and then I can focus on getting physically healthier again. 🤔 I got dressed, I took my meds, and then I got my bag and headed to Skoosh.

Skoosh brought me to the gym safe and sound. I checked my social media and enjoyed the protein shake. It took some convincing of myself to finally head to the seated bike. I just felt so bläh… I managed to ride for 16 minutes (it should have been 15, but I wasn’t paying attention). And then I pushed myself to do two leg exercises at the strength machines. They went OK enough, but I didn’t feel the satisfaction that they usually give me. After a massage in the chair, I switched my shoes and headed back to Skoosh again.

When I got home, I felt empty… I was disappointed in myself for slacking at the gym. I felt a bit lonely, coming back to an empty house. And my dark monster just wanted me to hide from the world and let it all fade away… 😔 So I changed my clothes and washed up, and then I watched some DS9 while I wrote my journal Toot. I worked a bit on my blog after that. I had to get it finished before 7.

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After some time, I got myself to the home trainer. I wanted to ride while watching the new Dexter episode. When I realized that it was an hour long, I rode for 45 minutes and I watched the rest while I ate my breakfast. I spent some time on the couch with more telly, until I managed to convince myself to hit the treadmill. I walked for half an hour, which was a bit harder than I hoped for.

I got the glue to fix the cap on the crystal glass heart, so I decided to “get it done”, as I was dreading it a bit. I got some ashes in the little chamber. I got some glue on the cap. And then I felt it getting stuck to my fingers! So I quickly tried to get the cap on. And, fortunately, I held it OK enough, as I couldn’t really reposition it again as it went so fast. But the cap got on almost perfectly, so I was very pleased with that. 😊 I managed to clean the heart of the glue that got on it. My fingers were harder to clean up, so I did the best I could. I was trying to be satisfied with the good outcome (especially seeing my issues with my hands and all), but the perfectionist in me was bummed that the cap was “slightly off”. Everyone I shared my snaps with said that it looked good. So I’ll have to take their word for it. 😉

I started the laundry, I cleaned up my recycling cans and bottles, and then I hung the laundry. I knew I had to walk some more. But somehow, I just could not get myself to the treadmill. So I asked my neighbor if she’d be OK if I joined her and her dog for the afternoon walkies. Fortunately, I was welcome to join. So that meant I would get my exercises done, and it would be more fun to chat while walking (and to cuddle the big fluffball as well). But, that would be in the afternoon…

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I felt weak and dizzy, so I decided to make myself some food. After that, I started up my purple beast and I booted No Man’s Sky. With a good tip, I finally knew how to shut down the AI from the Minotaur, as it had been annoying me so much! Yay for that! I played for a little over an hour. But I didn’t really feel like I was enjoying it. 😔 So I logged off and watched more DS9 instead.

When my neighbor texted that her dog wanted to head out, I quickly took my meds and supplements, and then I joined them for the walk. 😊 After that, I slowly prepared everything for the next day. There was noise from outside… Yeah even on a Saturday, the “music” and construction noises seem to be coming from somewhere in our neighborhood. Ugh… I watched a bit of a series, and then I got my eBook. I fell asleep reading…

I woke up once, for the loo. I fell asleep again and had the silliest dream… I don’t remember too much but… I was riding an old-fashioned bike up on a hill, on a road that had houses to one side. The sun came out, and the houses automatically got outside blinds down. But! They were digital blinds and they showed me ads and encouragement to keep riding up the hill as I was almost there! 😂 The ads were, as far as I remember, for a local gym, for protein bars and for a special brand of e-bikes 😂. It was soooooo weird! But some had encouragements on them, telling me how fast I was going and how long it would take me with that speed to reach the top of the hill… I never got to the top, as I woke up with a “wtf was that?!” feeling haha!

I got to the scale, which was finally a bit kinder to me, showing me 80,7kg. I wish I could get it below the 80 again, below 75 even… But I’ve been slowly losing some the last few weeks, so that’s a plus… 😊 I got dressed, took my meds, and then I started my “day”.

Happy Sundog / Sunday

I woke up after a fairly decent night. I managed to get 7:45 hours of sleep, which wasn’t too bad at all. The scale was kind, and I got dressed. I took my meds and got ready to head to Skoosh. Let’s drive to the gym again.

Going to the gym wasn’t really an issue. But once I get to the gym, it feels so hard to get to actually doing some exercises. I sit in the chair with my phone longer than I currently do exercises for. And it bothers me, as I want to do more. But the motivation is low, as is my energy, and I don’t know how to get it back. 😔 Maybe I just need some more rest and sleep, and maybe my muscles need to be more relaxed so I’d feel they’d be up for some exercises. Ugh, I know I want to do better. I know I need to do better. But actually getting myself to doing the hard work… I feel like I’m constantly failing myself. 😢

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I rode the bike for 15 minutes and walked the treadmill for 15 as well. I used the massage chair and then, I got ready to head home again. I did do something, but… It didn’t feel good enough, and that disappointed me greatly.

I got back home, relaxed on the couch, and I wrote my journal Toot. I edited my journal blog post and I worked on a blog post for Monday. I watched some DS9 and felt very much bläh. 😔 After a while, I walked half an hour on the treadmill, making it to 2,2km. I relaxed a bit, had some brekky, and then, after relaxing some more, I went upstairs to ride the bike for half an hour as well.

I cleaned up the laundry, as it was dry. When I got back down, and the laundry was in the wardrobe and all that, I got back to the couch for a while. These feelings of sadness and disappointment were taking over and I struggled not to get sucked into it too much. I tried to write some more for Monday’s blog post. And I tried to add some images to the matrix chat group. Some seemed to work, some were being annoying, showing up on the laptop, but not on the tablet or phone.

I was constantly fighting with my thoughts. They kept going to dark places, reminding me of all my errors, of all my failings, and I knew it was the dark monster that was trying to defeat me now my spoons were so low and my body was not in the best condition (yet?).

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I was hoping my friend was going to come online a little early, as I knew I could use the distraction. So when she texted me, I tried to get ready quickly. I had a meal, got my controller and headphones and then, I waited… Unfortunately, it took a while before we finally got online. We did have a nice chat while we enjoyed some gaming, and I tried to use all the materials that I had found so far to create a new Corvette ship. I’m still not too good at it, but while I keep gathering materials, I can keep “playing” with it, to find the best ways to make something that both looks good enough, will fly good enough, and that will suit my needs. 😊

After some time, I logged off, as I suspected my neighbor to text me in a bit about walkies with her dog. But she came without texting, so then I had to hurry to quickly get ready. We had a very nice walk. After that, I got everything ready to head to bed. After watching a bit of a series, I got my eBook and I fell asleep while reading.

I had some very weird dreams, and every time I woke up for the loo, I thought I was done with the stupid dream. But when I fell asleep again, another weird dream took over… In the end, I managed to get about 7½ hours of sleep. I got up, the scale was a little less kind unfortunately, and then I got dressed and ready to start my new “day”. It was the start of a busy week, with several appointments along the way…

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2025-09-27 03:16:12

Arwen at the Herperduin - 23/04/2025 v2

A newer edit of one of Arwen's Herperduin video's. She was showing her struggles a bit then, if only I'd known... 😢 But she enjoys it a lot as well...
I miss her so much, and noticing the struggles now, it pains me some... But I also know she loved going there, and we did it at her pace...
My little gall unfortunately passed away on July 4th 2025. 💔 🌈 🐾