We filmed a lot these days for our TROMhome project tromhome.com/ - and as soon as I have time I will edit them. We finished with the hardest work so now it is going to be easier :).

Quite a different lifestyle I had for the past 2 weeks. I am usually doing a lot of stuff on my computer but lately almost no time for that. I cannot wait to be able to update all of our servers, do some TROMjaro work, and so forth. It will happen is just that we are going through a massive change, at least for me it is.

I also changed my sleeping schedule a lot. I used to go to sleep at 5-6am. Now I go at 1-2am or so. I usually woke up at 2pm and now at 9am...

But anyways, the "TROM online empire" (haha) is still there with the many projects we have, and more will come.

Big changes are usually very uncomfortable, so I experience some of that too. But overall I am super happy with our tiny home. I hope to take us places and to keep us being humans. Curious, engaged with important things, relaxed and having fun. Chase the dark skies, go to events and present TROM, don't let this "spirit" die. ;)

Lots to come.

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The dangers of fading. The slow, gradual, and certain fall into something else that you do not like initially. The danger is that it is slow and feels not so "bad" for a long period of time, until you have changed. You faded into something else. You transitioned.

This is something I've always fought against, to not let it happen to me. To never forget this:

Or atoms, or galaxies, or the fantasy world humans have created.

This culture and system are so powerful, they will suck pretty much everyone in. Slowly, gradually, and certainly.

Normal people scare me. Those who are adapted to this fantasy world, make me depressed.

I will do my best to live a life of a human, a creature evolved from others, one that lives on a planet in a mindblowing universe. Made off of atoms and quarks, a collections of cells in their formation, a fabulous and complex reality surrounding me. That's who I am, not a citizen, an author, a boyfriend, a owner of a motorhome, or whatever the fuck.

I almost always felt like living amongst zombies. I only know a handful of humans that I can call "humans", the rest are actors in a bad and primitive movie, trapped inside a simplistic fantasy.

I feel like this motorhome ordeal is holding me hostage for the past months. This is why it has to end. Monday or Tuesday we do a mechanical inspection on this 2005 motorhome that we like the most so far. And it is a make it or break it deal. If there is no major issue with it, we buy it that day. But if we decide not to buy it next week, we will "move on" with our lives and "reboot" the motorhome searching next year in January.

I am craving for some stability and support to be able to do some relevant stuff. I am desperate to create more stuff for TROM because it keeps me sane, active, and engaged.

So yah I hope next week we will have a motorhome and we will be 100% broke :) because this one costs more than we can afford so we have to borrow money from family and friends....but we do not have any other reasonable option. However I prefer that to the current situation.

I want to watch documentaries, to go with the telescope, to read more interesting stuff, to write write write and create content.

Also, the "elections" in the USA are coming it seems. Hard to escape this bullshit it is everywhere. Same shitshow. Same nothingness. This society is indeed as idiotic as that 2006 movie Idiocracy... I never voted, I never will probably. No matter who you elect, the trade society is what rules over anything else. Decisions, content, lives...an incentive to prioritize money, profit making, etc.. And I see no "politician" talking about that. All live in the fantasy land, detached from reality.

At least the world is amazing, the natural one. What is left of. The tiny creatures, the big ones, evolution, the stars and the universe. That's what keeps me happy.