I SYMPATHISE. Really

But apart from the reasons of fear / scarcity / greed / not knowing how to share etc... for other reasons you have also your own evidence and reasons, for example for unsaid reasons not really talking about things with me. And I don't claim to be God but at least another free person and without any reasons why... Like seriously you chat so much with others but from message #1 something off on your side... so you could be part of it too... this is a constructive look at that and take your time too - I write a lot and it's not rage (this is also your own thing that you're asking to solve maybe through others going through same things with others! It's quite the same perplexing unreasoned thing happening all the time and details like this eventually might win logic instead of xyz people never see or mention)

Adn no need read this if you're not interesting
and too busy... for social change and feedback about what you wrote. Too busy of course classic phrase for I don't want.

If it's only about free-trade tools, then have it and it'll be clear for me personally free can't work without the social side which maybe you're doing but not with me (you got years ahead pick a day!).

Going into more detail from my side and considering your position here's a real scenario for you:

So just imagine there are two Trom-like people but the other one doesn't even want to speak to the other right from the beginning despite the initial praise / asking to help / etc ...
and then talking about their work, doesn't address any of the comments they get... oh yeah they send someone else to do the kinds of PR work (which was great) but not you... and then after not explaining and my advances, one or twice there is a short emo-TLDR type response / and even calling me a mess.
Well sure go ahead and blame others for not communicating but having a 1 way communication in life sucks and without reasoning.
Not good by your own standards I think not even mond.
People don't even understand that it encourages more other feelings. People don't just dies suddenly and go away. You 2nd message was threatening to block after being silent. That's stupid man.

For investing time - it's the people thing AND THEN money maybe on the side.. First to say why you didn't write them,,,, do some work. I mean if it happened to you, you'd be like what's up let's work it out. Well this is also the case with you perhaps money donations or not/

This is the trying to finally understand broken link or psychology between civilisation. Just gotta get through the jungle. It's not only the fiat money and donations it's all the long-winded stuff attached with human thinking- giving them/me/people free space etc is only going to be limited in effect and even abuse of free people from not being appreciated.
Read almost an inventors story (until it was developed for things like war and it's like "hey yeah we'll talk to you now great go ahead and do that thing you do with code or machiens"

it's simply not taking the time to talk... build... and perhaps you have, but not with me (violins but this is also for others to learn from)
so your own fear... or something is not clear here. Never said.

From the Free in my own name you should really feel I'm on the same level or at least check me out before ignoring (or leave things and on 2nd msg say "it's enough or I'll block you" (almost to that same sentence). Can't just do that in life and guess what that dynamic comes back (humanity can't shrug the relationship with others).

So some sincere messages are sent and then increasingly frustrated ones BUT always it's about people not managing to get to audio talk.
So that's the case in questions how it's possible two people can't do it...
How 2 Troms / 2 Freeschool or Free-thinkers, Freedom lovers can't even talk lol sad but breathing out and back to it no for solving?

So I suggest you resolve this probably later to disprove this theory too but for those out there wondering PEOPLE THEMSELF ARE BLIND / IGNORANT / Bourgeois and Too stuck in their work (for the 'cause' even) to actually see "hello" someone is in front of you and was patient in the waiting too.
You got priorities or excuses too maybe both but time is something we have lots of...

Personally this can wait and can be done later but you take your own message of 'surprised' or wondering why it's not working because you surely didn't explain it at all to me and socially people have to feel good to donate (not all your fault).

If there is 1 Trom like person or Freeschooler who asked me, man, I would take it with both hands jump into the Jitsi call like I said for 30mins or just 10mins lol...
If not just message them... The question here is why not... and there you have your light about why people are willing to let you starve without respect for what you do.

So yea after you're done with project maybe, you said you have maybe a month left - I think you might be ready then - maybe not)
Often a crisis or breakup is needed or somehow desperate scenarios before we realise who / what counts.

This is part of it though - you seem to have PLENTY of time for other stuff and wish you well for that.
I really don't see your fear or whatever...

OTHER TOPIC - ABOUT SINCERITY AND 'DUBIOUS' PERSONS
And without me in the mix here I think actually SINCERITY is almost widely mistaken for being a bad person... lol I know it's strange/not logical but exactly that words strange = emotional for the person so not just with you but maybe why people don't donate or communicate or stay away or whatever is about "WHY IS THIS GUY DOING IT ALL FOR FREE?" or learning all this stuff - he must be a XYZ!!!!

And then for names (which can be misleading)... ok Trom maybe doesn't say much but FREESCHOOL - fuck that must be a piss-take or SARCASM - if I try here I might get egg of my face for trying and look stupid so forget trying and for saving the world - I should save my ego or feelinsg or whatever

AND You must be criminal or scammer or hateful person or something else is up with all that FREE you are aiming for... I mean I have my troubles and I don't particularly like the bank but I can't even trust you to talk! Better with those massive anon institutes yeah!
And actually I gotta block you because you might be hacking me!
So lame / far others. There's probably more point but I covered the main gates of thought that trigger running / hiding or lack of courage / fear to find out what this person is about.

SUMMARY
People (and their 'people-skills') are ill man and I think they only want or expect 'certain' types to respond or something - which is so far gone it's almost like ethnic-cleansing type stuff for the digital world). I've contact people from their own site and already their up inside their own doubts someone really is sharing what they put online lol.

No wonder money has taken over - we could even love things together

Sure if you're a big cheese or given cred by institutes you might mean something enough to get "I'm a doctor" credibility but even that doesn't mean you're still an ass. Anything in the world of insecure / pessimist people works for them.

GET SOME TEA - MY OWN STORY ABOUT MONEY
It's also hard to give money away or handle it.... The inherit % loss all the time means it's scarce or like gold dust (literally because it is being eroded and that's partially the habit of needing more and to squirrel it away) so you might know that but we all are just learning (like 5mins ago) and reminding ourselves it doesn't work either way... so we HAVE NO CHOICE but to spend / use with LIKE-MINDED people what value it has left and die out that way. Else MORE OFTEN fall into the same traps (being cornered and alone too increasingly) of those corralling the small fish (the big fish). Your tools will help dude but socially it can fail totally on that front.

So I put my hand up for when I could have even given to a friend when needed but just because he spend it at the pub (wasn't much money) I didn't give it and that was last I saw of him... And I wasn't poor by far...

I also think people don't like the medium anyway (at all sometimes) and this is the bottom line as a "only if I have to spend" is the thing and there is a bit of a cruel justice happening like you explained in your situation that people don't give UNLESS THEY HAVE TO... then it's probably similar to people thinking "I don't need to talk to him, her, him xhe xyz"... but they dont' see that's it the justice exactly like giving of money or not because from all of us not doing it festers and even helps the bad.
To clarify about the money and keep context: By not spending on you they lose more perhaps... but also things are equalising these initially-false bubbles of money so as people spend minimally is kinda-works until all of us become so poor or cornered by credit% (and big fish) that maybe we to *need* to talk to each other again and cooperate ... NO CHOICE! Only when we are starving from communication, depression, breakups, whatever - only then 'the penny drops' in their head that it's important to keep giving and in your case not just free-tools but social other changes direct/indirect (you might be already I haven't been checking on you so you judge yourself)

FORCE AS USUAL IS NEEDED OTHERWISE "WHY BOTHER"
SO as usual force of some kind is needed (tax, war or famine or bank recession etc)... I'm not going to force you but your point is good people for many reasons won't give, don't know how this works in humanity, and then in some way free also wants to be free too but in a world like this needs more diversity and input into free (like living in a house instead of individuals all paying rent)
But sadly people don't see the relationship side like "ONE FAMILY" it's is not their aim, luxuries and levels increased or standards means people are not able to grasps the feeling of "oh yeah that's what's going to win things better and be a bit more fun" and "I could be homeless too when they come for me or decide to screw the next levels up"

SUMMARY (I KNOW IT WAS LONG / I TRIED)
For many reasons justified in lack of giving, we could also train those that have ample and make something easier or better practised even indirectly working with it. To even train people to give is good overall because business is mostly a cut-throat numerical thing (de-humanising) and therefore gets worse through those de-humanising filters or work. Better umbrellas of people... with houses and space and money and some fucking fun even danger.
So anyway when you feel for it later///
LET'S GET FIXING SOCIETY AND PEOPLE.
NO OTHER WAY AROUND IT.
FREE HAS IT'S LIMITS or is just one half.

TALKING / GROWING PEOPLE is the other half and covers top of te habit and action tree so HAS MUCH LE$$ LIMITS.
GOTTA PLAY WITH WHAT CARDS WE HAVE BETWEEN US.. YAWN FASTLY WRITTEN NO OFFENCE ETC....